Phew... Longgggggggg time... Blogging after quite sometime now... Have been kinda busy since the 2nd week of May... We have taken the Primary role and hence all the hullabaloo... It feels really nice to be so busy with work after all those months of training... Even now i'm undergoing .Net training but tat happens only when am free... Cos the issues take up most of my time i'm rarely into .Net... Its a new application and hence its good to analyse the ticks that we get... Sometime when we are absolutely clueless about the issues is when we regret not listening to Denise during the KT sessions... But thanks to our brilliant brains that had asked her to record the sessions, its really handy now... I get to work in shifts either 9-5.30 or 12.30-9... I'm fine with that too... I jus finished my 1st week in the 1st shift... Dad drops me and i take the PTC back home in the evenings... I reach only by 6.30 or 7 and would imme log in to attend calls or meetings... But i prefer getting back home soon... So for all those ppl who made fun of me for being vetti and jobless watch out now cos 'Somebody's WORKING !!!'

Weekend was ok... Did a coupla sketches after a long time... Used the drawing book i got as a gift 4 my Bday.. No mood to paint so jus stopped with the sketches... Will paint some other day... Frm tomo i'm in the 2nd shift so neednt get up early :) Jus saw the last over of the DLF IPL finals... DC vs RCB... Wtd RCB to win :( but they dint... Anyway a good match... Hoping @least nxt IPL CSK wins...

Life's kinda dull these days... Feeling left out @ times... Sudden bouts of depression, getting pissed off for the slightest of things, not willing to talk to people... Weird but not new... The whole of last week though i was drowned in work i felt all alone and pushed out... I need a good break but i have no clue where i wanna go... Even if i plan its not gonna work for sure... The only thing for me 2 cheer up are the upcoming weddings that am gonna be attending - Vaid, Subi and Priya... cant believe these guys are getting married... Phew time flies off so fast...

I hope the coming week @least brings me some joy and happiness if not something to rejoice about... Got a coupla ticks that need to be solved, praying that they are closed soon too... Hope everybody has a great week ahead too...

These are some of my all time favourite English movie dialogues... The first one is the best and close to my heart...


Run away bride
I guarantee that we'll have tough times. And I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us will want to get out. But I also guarantee, that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. 'Cos I know in my heart, you're the only one for me....

Alex and Emma
Some things are not meant to last,
they just take a place in your heart
and make you smarter the next time...

A Lot Like Love
If your not willing to sound stupid,
you're not worthy of falling in love.

Sweet Home Alabama
Truth is, I gave my heart away along time ago,
my whole heart, and I never really got it back.

The Hot Chick
You are the only person that can make
my heart beat faster and slower at the same time...

Casper
If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?

Notting Hill
I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

When Harry Met Sally
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible....

Sweet November
I surrender all attempts to control life, yours or mine. I live for one thing, to make you happy; to live firmly and joyously in the moment. November is all I know, and all I ever want to know.

If I’ve learned anything it’s that you should have the people who love you, around you as long as you possibly can.

Madagascar
Alex the Lion: Surprise!
Marty the Zebra: Aaahhh! Alex! Do not interrupt me when I'm daydreaming. When a zebra’s in the zone, leave him alone.”

Private the Penguin: Skipper. Shouldn't we tell them that the boat is out of gas?
Skipper the Penguin: Nah! Just smile and wave, boys. Smile and wave. [all four penguins waving]

I dono why but I feel so weird writing this... I'm so depressed and absolutely sad... In tears as I pen down these thoughts... Damn I hate this... I've always wanted a Love Marriage... Though I've seen a lot of failed love marriages I still preferred it cos I really don’t wanna marry some strange guy... I don’t wanna marry a weirdo... I wanted to prove to the world that love marriages still work and it’s in ur hands... I wanted mine to be a perfect love story with a perfect wedding... Guess it’s never gonna happen now... Yes, I’m officially screwed for life… I have said ok to this Business Analyst guy... My parents have been pestering me over him for a long time now… I have already seen this guy and said No… But apparently my NO wasn’t passed on to them… And so they are back in track asking for me… Why do you do this to me God???

Stranger - I don’t know anything about him other than he’s a Gold medalist from Anna University… That’s why my dad is so into this guy… I know he’s fair, looks fine, wears specs and is 2-3yrs elder to me… Is this enough for me to say ok? No… Absolutely No… I need to know him more… I need to know what his likes and dislikes are… If he’s a movie buff… If he likes reading books… What if he can’t talk English as fluently as me…? What if he hasn’t seen any English movies other than dubbed 1s…? What if kumudam and ananda vikatan are the only books he reads… God, then my life’s gonna be miserable for sure… I am not very sure of his dressing sense too… I’m very sure I can’t change his habits now… I will be the one who has to adjust… I really don’t wanna do so much for somebody whom I don’t even know… Why should I adjust? Give me 1 good reason for it… Oh no…. I really don’t wanna do it… Everybody tells me I’ll get a good guy… Will he be the 1? Will he like me for the way I’m? Will he love me truly? How can I take such a big decision in my life without knowing any of the answers…? Somebody tell me… Please… Is it really worth?

Mr. Perfect – I first saw him 1.5yrs back… I still remember those looks we exchanged… I dono if he remembers them… I haven’t mentioned it till date to him… He always intrigued me… And the more we saw each other the more I wanted to talk to him and know him… And then suddenly 1day I dint find him in his seat… After a coupla days I too moved away… I kinda got busy and forgot all about him…And then wonder of wonders I see him after months with a common friend… I started bugging my friend for details about him… My happiness knew no bounds when I found out he was single J He he… Ya… I always bugged my friend for an intro but somehow never got the guts to face it… My secret crush over him jus kept growing… And will you believe it when I was kinda forced to talk to him… Ya it was a mandatory thing I couldn’t escape from… I did talk to him… And guess after that there was no looking back… We talk lots… I know his likes and dislikes… I know what he does when he’s free… What kinda gal he wants etc etc… He has a good dressing sense… Everyday when I see him there’s this melody running inside my head and butterflies all around me J It’s a nice feeling you know… You should definitely experience it… At this point of time we are good friends… I really like him… He fulfills all the criteria for my Mr. Perfect… Whenever I look into his eyes I jus wanna go tell him how much I love him and what he means to me… But I know I’m never gonna do that… I really dono if I’m the right gal for him… I dono what he thinks of me so I really don’t wanna screw whatever we share… So guess I’ll never tell him that I like him… But I’ll always be waiting for him to give me jus a small signal which I can take as a YES… Wish he was mine forever…