My last post was on May24th 09… Whoa… Tats like a long time ago… Eppadi iruntha naan.. Ippadi aayittein :( I never thought I would be so loaded with work at any point of time in my life… I have wrecked my eating and sleeping habits… I’m beginning to get dark circles around my eyes due to lack of sleep… Whaaaaa… God save me… I badly need a break… A trip to Bangalore would be something I would jus loveeeeeeeeeeeee right now…

Ranjith is back from the US of A… He has lost some weight… But looks fine… He got me a cover full of chocs, a lipstick which is an amazing shade, beautiful and cute 2^nd studs and above all “ DAVIDOFF Cool Water”… Can anything beat this gift ??? Whoaa… I told him I’m never gonna use it… Jus keep looking @ it and smell it at times… I jus won’t have the heart to use it… All this was on Monday and I still haven’t eaten even a single choc from that pack he gave me… I was kinda off and down that day… Dono y… I was actually very excited to see him, but all this sun n loss of sleep made me look sick and tired I believe… Jannu and Ranjith were worried if I had cried in the morning and if something was bothering me… I said no I’m fine… But is something bothering me??? I really dono…

I have always wanted live life to the fullest, but somehow these days it seems a pain to jus live life… I dono whom am gonna marry, neither am I ready to whole heartedly jump into marrying some strange guy, neither do I really love somebody to such an extent that I wanna jus marry him and only him… I dono where and what went wrong and why all of a sudden life seems so dull... Initially I was happy to be working so hard cos it kept me occupied… But now its such a headache… I’m getting bored… I cant afford to take off also cos all are major issues and 1 escalation too :( Hope @least by August I get to finish the major issues… I need a break… Hope all the financial matters for the new apartment are over soon so that we can start with the interior work… My mind will be on it for a while… Cant wait to move there actually… It’s a big change… Lived in Greenfields for almost more than 10yrs now… The new apartment will be closer to office too..

My lead isn’t here in office today… Suffering from so called 101^o ‘fewer’… I know that’s how he has spelled fever… Ivaru ellam oru lead… Hmmm… My issue kinda got solved… Still few more things to do and since am already in the weekend mood I don’t wanna work on it anymore… Hence this free time to blog… Dono when my next post is gonna c the light… Anyway tats all for now…

P.S. Jannu this time the title would be more appropriate.