I know well what I am fleeing from but not what I am in search of. ~Michel de Montaigne

I am: fun loving, romantic freak, sweet, impatient and a cranky person at times.

I think: parents should let go of their inhibitions and chill out with us like good friends.

I know: what I’m doing is right for me.

I want: my friends to always be there for me just the way I will be there for them.

I have: many friends and feel lucky to have them.

I wish: to live happily ever after…

I hate: it when it rains like crazy and am all decked up to go out.

I miss: those days when all I had to do was come back from school, do my homework and play hide and seek with friends.

I fear: of stepping out of my bed in the night thinking a pair of hands might come and grab my legs :(

I feel: like having all the varieties of ice creams and still not get bored of it.

I hear: to Nenjukull Peidhidum almost everyday and still never get bored of it.

I smell: the yummy Kadai Paneer pizza that I had as a snack in the evening ;)

I crave: for those sweet nothing moments.

I search: for eternal happiness.

I wonder: why I’m so impatient?

I regret: not being close with my family.

I love: to paint, chat endlessly and read books.

I ache: when I see kids and old people begging on the streets and at traffic signals.

I care: for my fellow beings and see to it that I don’t hurt them.

I am not: a saint to let go of everything, certain things just cannot be forgiven and forgotten.

I believe: I can always do what I want no matter where and how I’m.

I dance: like no one’s watching.

I sing: quite ok. I love to listen to myself singing.

I cry: but I don’t let others see my tears.

I don’t always: let out things that bother me.

I fight: like crazy with my sister though most of the fights are really silly.

I write: when am happy. I write when am sad. I write when I’m in love.

I win: most of the time in arguments ;)

I lose: when I want somebody else to win just to see the smile on their face.

I never: forget to brush my teeth before sleeping in the night.

I always: keep cleaning things and prefer them to be organized and neat.

I confuse: myself over the silliest of things.

I listen: to my mom complaining that I never listen to her almost every morning, noon and night ;)

I can usually be found: lazing on my bed, listening to songs and with a book in hand.

I am scared: I might wake up one day and find myself stranded on an island surrounded by crocodile and lizards... Eeeeeeeeeeeewwwww...

I need: to learn to be more patient and get a control over my temper.

I am happy about: the way life has shaped up for me.

This something i wrote really long back but never posted... Came across this 1 while reading my diary...

You

Is it jus me or does it really exist ?
Why do i get excited the moment our eyes meet ?
I wait for it to happen and it happens when i least expect it..
How i wait to jus catch a glimpse of u, my day feels incomplete without it...

Ur cute lil smile, ur aristocratic walk, the lovely talk who wouldnt wanna have it for life...
If i were a guy and u a gal i wudnt have spared a moment but jus gone on my knees 4 u,
To ask ur hand in marriage..
You dont have to ask me jus look into my eyes which are jus waitin to tell you - Yes, I will...

I don’t understand how a piece of paper with boxes can take control of your life just like that... Yes I’m talking about HOROSOCPE… I guess it can be called “HORRORSCOPE” instead… For 2 people to be wedded in happy matrimony why do you have to check a piece of paper and consult some priest or astrologer?? Being happy in a marriage is in the hands of the couple… I don’t understand how in 21st century people still believe in horoscope and astrology… It sucks big time I tell you… I’m surprised those guys predict the next 20yrs ahead of you and tell you that things are gonna be bad… I’m just wondering do these guys give you only bad news or they have given good news also ? I have never heard of such a thing… Its all just a method to milk you out of your hard earned money… They tell you this is wrong, that is wrong do this pooja and things will be alright… Who will do the pooja, the astrologer says with a big heart I’m there right, will take care of everything, and you just pay me by cash… Gawddddd… Save us from such people… If only I could strangle those guys…

All they have to tell you is that things would not be fine and thats it your parents go crazy... As if things were already very smooth in life these guys jump in to decide our life for us... I cant believe the other day when the astrologer said if this particular gal and guy get married there will be issues, in laws will trouble the poor gal and the guy will divorce her... Atrocious... Any person with brains would have stormed out of that place at that instant... Nobody thinks about what the gal and the boy feel about the whole thing... Already they are confused over the whole marriage thingy, to top it booom comes the astrolger with a truck load of crap... I really dont know where the world is going with all this astrology, palmistry, numerology, blah, blah and blah..

But if given a chance I would be happy to prove the piece of paper wrong !!!